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feileacanathair
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Hello dA! :la: Photography is strictly a hobby for me, not a profession. I don't have fancy editing tools or super-fantastic skills, but I enjoy doing them :XD: However, this is why my work isn't that great. Also, sorry about my selfie :lol: It'll have to stay until I get a successful, clear, self portrait (which should be soon!) :rose:
I'm a biology major and am soon transferring universities to get a bachelors in zoology. I'm older than I look. People still ask me if I want a kid's menu when I go out to eat. :stare: My other hobbies include video games, reading, and running. So yeah. That's me :XD:

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TWD Game Stamp by angelbebop8 Supernatural Season 5 Stamp by Cammerel american horror story stamp 3 by gothicmermaid13
Animal Crossing - Addict by onnawufei Cute Pokemon Stamp by morfachas :thumb280968822:
Dead space isaac by Jontukka Jinx Stamp Skin by Dweynie Classic Spyro by SillyStell
biology stamp by Ginhebi Orca Stamp by NoNamepje Autumn Stamp by mceric
I Abuse Emoticons stamp by lollipop-socks the old disney stamp by cheeky-little-devil Stamp - Cat Lover by MauserGirl
*shuffles feet awkwardly* Um, hey. For those of you still around to read this, I'm sorry I haven't been on the past few months. A /lot/ has happened. Too much, to be honest. 2014 was the absolute worst year of my life, but it's also been a productive year. But the bad out-weighed the good and has made me lose sight of the things I should be thankful for. :/ 

January: :bulletred: I nearly rolled my grandmother's jeep due to black ice.
             :bulletred: My uncle gets blind sided by his addiction to alcohol. 

February: :bulletred: Valentine's Day morning - My grandfather get's rushed to the hospital for congestive heart failure. 
              :bulletred: Valentine's Day afternoon - My boyfriend ditches our plans. As if I should be surprised.. 

March: :bulletred: March 3rd. A dear friend of mine passed away in a terrible, terrible car accident. 
          :bulletred: My boyfriend moves away.

April: :bulletred: My boyfriend and I break up for four days for the first time in our four year relationship.

May: :bulletred: My mom receives a call from the hospital after a yearly mammogram testing to "discuss questioning results". 
        :bulletgreen: I get a new car, thanks to my mom and my Grandfather.

June: :bulletred: My mom has been diagnosed with breast cancer.
        :bulletred: I injure myself at the gym. *high fives self* :stare:

July: :bulletgreen: I really enjoyed my birthday.
       :bulletred: Mom has surgery. 
       :bulletred: My grandpa is sick. More than usual.

August: :bulletorange: dull month.

September: :bulletred: I start what will soon to be a very stressful semester.
                 :bulletgreen: I get a job.
                 :bulletred: Boyfriend is "unhappy" but soon recovers. So he says.

October: :bulletred: Mom has second surgery.
             :bulletred: Too many panic attacks.
             :bulletgreen: I really enjoyed our biology class field trips. 
             :bulletred: I tested positive for the genetic mutation "BRCA 1" which gives me a 90% chance of developing either breast, ovarian, pancreatic, or colon cancer at some point in my life. From now on, my yearly schedule will be laced with hospital visits and frequent screenings. 

November: :bulletgreen: Yearly visit to Mall of America.
                :bulletred: Day before Thanksgiving: Grandpa is diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer. 

December: :bulletgreen: School semester ends. :la:
                :bulletred: I fail my bio-organic chemistry class.
                :bulletred: 5 days before Christmas: Boyfriend confesses he's lied for months about being happy with me and says he no longer wants me. There are many other reasons to why this completely broke me, but yeah. "Don't drown for someone who won't even get in the damn water for you."
                :bulletgreen: Grandpa makes it to Christmas. Though he isn't awake for much of the day. But I don't care. We got to enjoy the day. :heart:
                :bulletgreen: December 30th. Mom's Birthday, cancer free. :heart:
                :bulletred: December 30th. 12:30 am. My grandfather passes away in the night. R.I.P. Grandpa.. there are no words strong enough to express how much we all miss you. :cry:



So.. yeah. 2015 didn't start out that great. I spent new years eve/day in bed crying and Jan. 2nd at my Grandpa's funeral. In a nut shell, I'm not okay. I don't want help, I know I can get through this on my own. But until then, I just need time. I don't know how much. But I probably won't be posting until spring/summer. I'll still hang out from time to time.. but, no posts. Not that my posts were something to be expected. Or wanted, really :XD: 

I wish I were stronger. Maybe then this would all be easier..

  • Listening to: So Far Away by Avenged Sevenfold

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VexFox Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Professional Photographer
Hiya :wave: Welcome to DA! We're glad to have you and your talent here, and i personally can't wait to see more :D
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feileacanathair Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you, I really appreciate it! :love:
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s-kmp Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014
:w00t: Welcome, it's great that you've joined us at :icontiny-worlds-photo:
I hope you really enjoy being part of this group, you can submit one image per day
We like to make the most of the little things in life :D

You may find this Journal entry on What and Where to Submit useful in helping you to submit to the correct folder
please feel free to ask if there is anything you're not quite sure of :)

We look forward to seeing some great work from you in the near future :)
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feileacanathair Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you! :dalove: I look forward to being more involved and surfing the wonderful gallery! :rose:
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s-kmp Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014
You're most welcome :)
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lauriegirl48 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014
Thanks for the fave :)
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feileacanathair Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
No problem :meow:
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Ninten199X Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh, hey. Thanks for the watch! :heart:
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feileacanathair Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
You're very welcome! :icongrin--plz:
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Ninten199X Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Heh, you're pretty nice.
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